Sunday, April 15, 2018

Decadence in Physical Human Activity



Sunday morning and I thought,

"What a nice day to go for a run at the local park;
Enjoy the abundance of oxygen 
from the trees & Spring foliage all around"
As soon as I entered the path that leads to the jogging trail,
I almost dug my heels and turned around.
It was packed.
Not only that,
It was full of people of all ages,
Almost dragging their feet to walk.
Not looking at the vibrant monarchs flying about,
Or the trickling creek that leads to a small duck pond,
But engrossed deeply in their cell phones.
From old to young, 
People's faces buried in the screens of their phones,
Walking almost robotically,
Eyes seemingly chained to their phones
With no definite goal nor end, simply floating about.
Some kids even had tablets with them,
Early indoctrination of human machination.
Some people made the effort to put on spandex workout clothes,
Nonetheless their ample bodyframes 
Negated the implication of an active life.
Human activity& interaction has come to this
Where conversations are no longer held
Felds are no longer enjoyed for picnics
The spot where my parents used to take my brother and I to play soccer,
Now a desolate grass land of emptiness 
where a puppy might wander off to perhaps
Or a squirrel might hop about.
I ran out of there as quickly as possible 
And can only hope for our redemption.
Perhaps this makes people happy
And I have no business judging,
Perhaps it only bothers me
Maybe I am not of this world 
Sometimes I really hope so.






Thursday, April 12, 2018

A Ray of Light



For the past 2 years, 
I have found myself trapped inside my core, 
In what I call, the Abbyss. 
It has been a rotating wheel,
of sadness & conformity.
That cycle which keeps one from waking up,
From seeking what is good for the mind, body & soul
A flicker of a flame existed therein though,
Sustained by my spirit that never wanted to give up.

I had a dream a few weeks ago,
I was pregnant with a new life 
My partner wanted me to abort it,
And I thought in my dream, 
"I am holding on to this new life"
And just like that,
my partner in real life made that dream come true.

I have been dormant in walking towards my happiness
I have let him replace my dreams with his
Surrendered to his wants and whims
Really, all I wanted was to help him find happiness.

When I met him, he was like a fallen angel
He appeared instantly almost, at my doorstep
And I took him in, took care of him
Showered him with love and affection
But his wounds have left him heavily scarred
I could always see where his wings had been torn away
And I wanted to fix it, teach him how to walk instead
But I failed. He found the darkness in me,
peered into it and we both fell in the Abbyss.

Now he's gone, and I am alone once more
Ready for my heart to blossom again
In the dawn of Spring, 
following that path which has heart
I am filled with new inspiration 
My spirit increasing in strength and glow
Ready to allow love & joy to expand 
From flame to fire & East to West,
The Abbyss can finally rest...

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